I know I'll be better tomorrow.

Just updating the photo gallery. hahs.
This was taken like 3 weeks back.

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Today... I was damn tired. I watched drama with my brother till 5.30am yesterday :( I guess I really don't know how to prioritise.
This week was terrible, having like 4-5 hours of sleep every single day is mentally and physically torturing. My eye bags are really... incorrigible. HAHAHA.

Look at the red ink on my shirt :( I leaned against the doodling board and this is what I got :(


AFIQAH~



There was like a period of time when there weren't even a single customer so we camwhore-d a little :)



Seriously, we've got muscles on our right arms :O


I forget what is this supposed to be but esther mentioned that Sarah should change position with Jessie so that it will be a slope! hahaha.

With esther :)


Imitating Afiqah who made a failed attempt at imitating Jessie.


Mustache(s)~


POUTS.


Udders' choir? May definitely in. She can sing almost all the songs played.


HAHAHA! Don't you think that Esther look like she's a tourist in some part of China?
I am the photographer, lol.


Maymay & esther :) Oh, with the snowflake.


Oh well, had a great time working with them today :)


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This was taken on Tuesday... I remember that day damn shagged! I predicted it to be a rainy day and it was mad hot. I was wearing my pink long sleeve and my lace tube keep dropping! Grrrrrr. Chui face :(

Oh, got our pay~
Mine only enough to be considered a subsidy :(

Afiqah & Jack.


Afiqah.


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Yesterday (Friday)

FIT tutor got mad at our class :( oh well.

with LPZ.


Caught New Moon, sneaked shaker fries in ^^, bought a mirror protection cover for my iTouch (super chio), had a tall caramel frap, handed in FIT article and BCOMM report.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR ECLIPSE :)

Dropped by Orchard Central to find Emmasen.






I love them all :)


Oh, F21 @ 313 not open yet! awwwwwww, slightly disappointed. And I realised there will be a Cotton On there? Anwz, went Zara and saw a top I kinda liked... but I think the ribbon is a little awkward so I didn't get it. I don't know why but I am just so proud of myself now :)
FYI, it is 39.90. money saved~ :)

Are you like wondering why I got bangs? HAHAHA. Ok, no hurting comments please.. But don't worry, it is The Reversible Fringe! hahaha, clever me cut it to the length that I can still put it sideway :)

Jess said I look like a cat :(

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Found this!

My dark eye rings/bags made me look like I have make-up on. Like fake eyelashes and eyeliner? omg, I love 1 megapixel camera. HAHAHA, illusion :(


Should I do my Christmas shopping tomorrow noon before work?
And I realised I am working for consecutive 3 days. today, tomorrow and monday :(
WHEN CAN I START STUDYING> :(

Hmm. I hope all my precious friends can be happy. Like really really happy or at least, not upset or let down. They deserve to be happy. I just don't feel well if I know they are not...
On the other hand, I don't know if it is hallucination or the effect of all the self-psychoing but I think I am thinking lesser...? no? My brain is not functioning well anymore. please move on... so that I can too. The other option just seems so far away. I can't be convinced to stay. Sometimes, what I say might be different from what I really think. I guess they were right, I am(we are) too obstinated.

If given a choice, would you change how things are now?
I think I would rather I've never been happy cause that probably means that I won't be in such pain now... and pain is the only reminder left that ascertain you were real.
Sometimes, I wish for otherwise but I don't know how far can it go too.. I guess we just lost the trust, the confidence and beliefs. There are too many miscommunications. I will never believe in what I used to anymore, never ever again.

Last time, last time, I promiseassure. I don't want to mention it anymore. Even if those thoughts come visiting me at times, I will let them in and learn to be comfortable with them, not gonna try pushing them away anymore.

Good-night.